Been quite sometime since I've blogged aye?
gahh school has been overwhelming i guess,but I've to pull thru this because this is what i really want to do,
and yes I've to work hard obviously.
anyway mum is in Vietnam now for work.and god Jesus I'm almost broke,but she's sending money over to me soon,
so yes i got to hang on man.&
my dad is too selfish anyway,so yes what the fuck.
and most of my money goes to paying for my school materials
i have not bought anything for myself ever since the bangkok trip,
other than a blue jacket from my workplace.
i hate repeating clothes,
but i have to now.
:(
personal recession.
I'm learning to grow up i guess?
iIve been rushing my work so much,that i hardly get any sleep.
vik's project is kinda due on Thursday(which is tomorrow )
so yes,I'm bloody panicking




 

 

 

fuck emotions
fuck thinking
fuck nice
fuck cheerful
fuck love
fuck happiness
fuck life
fuck you
fuck, the world.
 

stayed home today,only went out in the evening to meet chris and dan (:
had ice cream at 'udders'?
and yeah headed home soon after.
and now yes i'm kinda tired after completing my branding logo and swing tag for
computerised class tmr.
i've yet to do debra's work.hurray!.
i better get going to sleep now,before i'm late for vik's class tmr,
hmm,shall i wear my Dior shoes tomorrow?



 

 

 

 

" it's a famine of beauty baby "

anyone up for this movie ? (:
 

 

Balmain Quilted Jacket&skirt

chanel 2.55?that seems so yesterday in comparison to the balmain jacket here,
my godjesuschristavemaria,



Raf Simmons+Dr Martin.

starvation for one month anyone?



need i say anymore?
 

credits:lynn (:

had dinner with toon&h'na
my shoe sole fell apart.yippy.
and chilled at the river accompanied with booze (or in my case,i opted for fruit juice),
and fags.oh my.randomness lead to eventually heading to Mustafa,
the 24hr convenience mama shopping center to get our muruku/prata cravings
and yes i realized i lost my freaking ck pouch with my god damned passport inside.
clever aye sean?
but anyways i left it accidentally at cheers at centralmall,and yeah managed to get it back.
and yes.im working tomorrow. (:

 

ilove.

fagsthemags.

I'm back,school's started & that's pretty much it aye?
we shuffled classes,made new friends,
and hauled up a whole load of shit to be completed in 14 weeks.
hurray to fashion school (:
this weekend will be a boring one for me,gahh,
other than most probably meeting yanru&toon for dinner on saturday,
toon is here in sg baby!.lol
& my sunday would be spent,working.i know right?!
& i was so late for debra's class this morning,it was just easier if i
took a sledgehammer and whacked my head,
but being the kind and loving person she was *wink*,hahas
she did not screamm at me,and i'm totally grateful for that.(:

had lunch with jaslene,sherm,and a'in and the pocketfriendly economical place,
none other than the school canteen.
we kinda miss that place aye guys?
after that headed to fareastplaza to get my haircut by nat (:
i know.and we ended up late for buisness etiquette?class.
hahaahs,that was totally hilarious man.
& ernest treated me to a movie today (: sweet eh?
thankyou,but the movie we watch was sick man!

&&& a junior in my school.he is extremely hot man.hot i tell you.pss.
i<3john.& my new fag hag genevietan.u bitch you,where the hell are you?
i'm looking into doing some video blogging so i can post them up here,would be so much faster and convenient for me.

 

 

 

 

 

fabulous huh?
he entertains me.
like crazeee.lol

 

 

 

 

 

 Okay,in a few hours time,it will be the new year already,what a fast year it has been,
bringing me through the worst and memorable
experiences and incidents ever.
2008 indeed was still far much better than 2007
but yet ive still want to rush into the new year,perhaps it's just me that is having 
hopes and new turnover in 2009.
in which i have not set  super duper high hopes,high expectations of myself and how my life would wanna go,
make resolutions?
perhaps i'll pass this year.
why make them up just to only be unable to fulfill them
i'll take 2009 a step at a time.
slow and steady.
2009,the year i will turn of legal age,
 " the neither there nor here but yet still here " age of 18.
i'm looking forward to the clubbing sessions with the girls especially at ladies night,where
even though im 'ahem' ive still got to pay.LOL.
ridiculous right.
but i know the fun i'll have in the coming year.
and hopefully i'll be a stronger person this year,even though without a partner beside me,
i'll still be able to be alright.
and kudos to school,in which i kinda promised myself to really concentrate,it's because it's what i really want
and i know that i can really do well.

so looking back at the year 2008,
the year i turned 17,
got my o level results,
applied for NAFA.
got into NAFA.
met new friends,
still loving the old ones just as much,
went to bangkok with mummy and my brother.
shopped like a crazeee aunty at CLUB21 sale with sherman,yuan yi.
met him.
cried a million times.
let down by him,
broken hearted
found a job.
experienced working life,
spent christmas with yanru,a'in.
looking back at 2008,
it actually wasnt all that bad,just that i kept harping on the jason thing.
but since he has told me how he felt.
i respect the decision.
but just so you know jason,if you need me,as ur friend.i'll be there.
and i wish you the very best of luck with that someone new,
and i hope with all my heart,he treats you better than i do.
:)
& ps : i didnt really mean the fuck off thing i said.

so now,as the last post for the year 2008,and thus closing the entire year of sadness,joy,laughter i've had with everyone,
i will look forward into the year 2009.where i know things would be so much better.
to all the people i've angered and bitched about,
it's time to say sorry,because it ain't good to bring grudges into the new year.
it will just hinder the right flow of energy.lol!
and to my friends,both old and new ones,
i love you guys dearly.
and yes we will all stick together through 2009.
in which you guys turn another year older too.
and of course a shoutout to yanru who will be turning 21 ! :D
LOL.
so in closing,it has been a pretty kinda good year i guess.
but i'm welcoming 2009 with open arms !
so yes to you guys i love so much
HAPPY NEW YEAR.
<3